Happy Jumaat to my brothers and sisters.
A personal thing is happening to me right now. It is so personal that I'm not telling anyone about it... Yes, not anyone. Of course not even in my public blog.
I don't know whether you have experienced this before. Something that is happening to you and you're too scared to tell others because you're afraid of the opinions and answers they may give you. I'm afraid. But I'm telling myself not to because there are others who have a much worse situation than I am in. But... deep down I know I'm still very afraid despite calming myself that InshaAllah it will be ok.
Ya Allah, I know I have done sins... Sins that are visible and invisible, sins that I realised I've done and sins that I don't realised I've done. Only to You I ask for forgiveness, only to You I ask for help, only to You I pray, only to You I make doa. Protect me, Ya Allah. Protect us all. Because you're the All-Knower, only You know what is in my heart...what is in our hearts.
I may say #imjustsaying, but I'm still afraid.
What do you do when you're in this situation?
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