I'm sorry

I'm ashamed at myself. When I see you, I can't even utter words to you... And that point of time I know if I say something to you, you will most probably never hear it... You hear it, but it may not even matter to you. Then I realised, I have a responsibility. Responsibility that I have to naturally do. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, you. I'm sorry, self. Ya Allah... give us the ease to go through our everyday lives. Don't let unnecessary emotions conquer ourselves. Everything You give us have a reason. We do the responsibilities as right as possible... But if we make mistakes along the way, Ya Allah forgive our sins. To Only You we seek help, to Only You we seek forgiveness. Allah knows best.